Welcome to SR Njdrunk, what can I add? Well pick up a phone book, look under the "A"s for Alcoholics Anonymous and call the number!
Guess who is going to answer? A recovering alcoholic!!! Tell them what is up, tell them you would really like to have a 12th step call for you. What can they do for you?
1. They could have 2 people of your gender come by your house and talk with you.
2. They could have 2 people of your gender meet you some where for coffee and to talk.
3. They could have some one meet you at a meeting?
Are you willing to go to any length to get and stay sober? If you are then make that phone call, it could be a phone call that could save your life!