Thread: Almost 3 months
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Old 11-10-2009, 03:23 PM
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jazzz
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Join Date: Apr 2008
Location: Europe
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Hey Keithj

I see where you're coming from. I did tell my sponsor that I had smoked pot and he didn't take it lightly. He told me that I'd have to understand that I can't smoke pot even. I do understand that. I was just honest and told him.

I am reading the Big Book, and I am identifying and coming to understand alcoholism. I know I am one. And I for sure want to do something about it and get well, that's why I'm here and that's why I havent't had a drink in almost 3 months.

Smoking pot can seem much more harmless then to drink alcohol. It's not that a big deal, or so it seems. I've come to understand, tough, that for me smoking pot just means getting depressed, introvert and paranoid while I'm high. So, I'm quitting pot as well and my sponsor understands this.

keithj, I know that I might not seem 100% in my post, and I didn't write it so I'd get pattet on the back. It's fine that you say what you think and I thank you
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