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Did you guys go back and 'test the waters' and in doing so realize that the feeling was not the same, so therefore you didn't miss it?
I did. We were broken up for over a week and got back together late one Saturday night (about 2 weeks ago), we were both lonely. I could not get through the lovemaking without crying. I just sobbed. It WAS different, HE was different. He was not connected (he is also a meth addict).
That does not change the fact that I miss the way it was before, I have a problem with romanticizing the relationship, remembering the good times, the way it used to be. I have to remind myself, all the time...don't remember the way it USED to be, remember what it was like with him the last times we were together. I was MISERABLE and my life was uncontrollable.
I cuddle with my dog...my son will occasionally want a hug or to snuggle....but there is something written somewhere about how we go through not only emotional withdrawals but physical withdrawals....anyone?