Thank you all so, so, so much. What wise and incredible people are on SR. I am grateful for you.
My brain is fried right now so I don't feel up to individual replies, but wanted to check in. A new Netflix DVD came so my husband and I watched an episode of Entourage while I ate dinner, which completely distracted me for a bit of time. I feel better now and will not drink tonight...feeling more peace now.
Thank you again.