That is the way I am thinking too TB. God has a plan for me, and for whatever reason I wasn't supposed to meet with this guy today. And who knows. Maybe I will really like the AA meeting tonight, and I won't need to talk to them tomorrow. Maybe AA will be all I know. I have no way of knowing. But at some point it will all become evident.
TB- Sorry for what you are going through. So did you get put on some medication for your depression? Things will get better, I promise! Just keep doing as much as you can, when you can.
I think I am going to take off work a bit early today, and go spend some time with my wife and daughter. I know we have some talking to do with everything I am going through. It is time to start repairing the damage on our marriage from all the crap I have put her through with my drinking. It's interesting how 24 hours ago she didn't even know there was a problem. But now that I have told her, we have some issues. Long road, but worth the journey!