sooo a big step for me tonight. I came out! i told my wife the extent of my drinking, and she was shocked. She had no idea! But she was so kind and supportive and then I told her to call my parents. She told them everything, and they are supporting me too. They said they wouldn't spare an expense in getting me the help I need. I am going to and AA meeting tomorrow. I texted my friend who I knew was in AA an he told me to get the help I need before it kills me!
So, I finally broke my fellow August peeps. I need help, and am getting it. You guys are all so great and I am so excited and I feel like a weight has been lifted off of me!!!!!!