6 in the morn, no sleep yet
ok so i wanted to get up today and go to aa, but after laying in bed for hours, getting up, checking stuff online, laying down again, cant sleep, dont think its gonna happen.
this sucks. thoughts raced through my head, i poured out all my stuff, but i know where my roomates is. could go to sleep right now with it.
but im not going to. this is what ive given in to. if i never sleep again, it will be ok. ill go crazy and jump off a building in like a week, but hey i quit drinking, ha! in your face, several generations of hopeless alcoholics!
i just got up cause its early morn, so maybe some cereal might be tasty. right behind the cereal is a vodka bottle. f u vodka. a glass of milk instead.
not tired yet. guess ill play some ps3. dont have to work till 5 tomorrow. maybe ill finally sleep at like 4:30. oh quit complaining its not that bad. it really isnt. - new sober me - re-myxomatosis