listening to him breathing.....passed out asleep at 8:41
Haven't been here in a while......and things seemed to be improving, but I think we are headed down a path I don't want to go again. Got the normal text while I was at work after he's been drinking...am I ignoring him, then the phone call with all kinds of cussing and not remembering what I told him about what I was doing, then got home and he is agitated and angry - now layed down, and I can hear that all to familiar heavy sleepig breathing from the living room. I don't want to go down this road again and this is now 3 days in a row. Still no alcohol in the house, but I'm started to get scared, and know that if we head down this road again, that I am going to be faced with some very hard, but necessary changes in my life.....but at least this time, I know what I will have to do! Just feeling sad that......sometimes nothing really changes!!