Hey, we all felt that way. Most of us were fortunate, as you are, to see that something had to be done. For me, it was AA. That program saved me and countless others. You see, physical sobriety is great in that you don't drink, but it can be a very fragile thing. What's needed to maintain the physical sobriety is emotional sobriety, and that's what AA teaches us. Together, the physical and emotional aspects constitute successful recovery.