Hi BC
If you won't go to hospital, thats your prerogative. I'm glad you have your daughter coming.
I really do urge you to see a Dr about your meds and your pain tho - we all need to be responsible to ourselves in recivery, and that includes responsible pain management.
You'll find a lot of support here too. We have some other forums here you can check out too
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