Any Parents of small Kids out there?
I've recenlty begun my journey of sincere recovery (been sober through 2 pregnancies and a period of three months in 11 years of drinking).. that's all!
In exploring the resons why I drink.. especially since I am blessed to be a mother of two and wife and I am finding that it is mostly out of boredom.
I feel so horrible just typing that. Reading books, bath time, bed time all feels less... mundane ...when I have a buzz going. The problem lies in the fact that I feel like I need to drink everyday and that "implulse control" problem I have takes me to the convienient store for beer every time!! I'm sick of it. I can never stop at one either. Never have been able to.
Any advice on what/ how to stop this? Any women in this situation in the past? I feel like such a horrible Mother and the guilt is on my mind hourly at this point.
I need advice!
Thanks so much.