livingINthePast
I'm on week 5 and yes, it feels good and I know I'm doing the right thing (had a lot of consequences the last few years).
...but I'm still living in the past. I yearn for better times, but constantly think about what I did wrong. I obsess(sp?) over it.
I think things like "a year ago today, you already lost your job, your girlfriend, BUT, you still had your truck, you weren't arrested yet. If you could have turned it around then, how much better your life would be!".
Sick I know.
I do work AA and understand this will work itself out in the process. Do I just need to be patient? Any advice is appreciated.
Thanks,
Kjell