It is so hard now because I feel so bad for him. A part of me knows he is not my responsibility, but another part doesn't.
Today I woke up completely beside myself. I know it is selfish to say, but I was lonely and really missed him. He can be such a great person. I just wish there was some way to get through to him. For him to see what his drinking is doing to our family.
And now I think he is facing jail time. I didn't want all this to happen, and I feel guilty. I think besides losing me and our son, he will loose everything. I just didn't want all of this to happen, I just wanted him to take his drinking problem more seriously.