Just got back
I just got back home from my first meeting. It was actually a problem to get there, as the meeting that I wanted to go to was at 7:30, but unbeknownst to me had been moved due to construction. Then I remembered there was another meeting in the area that started at 7, wandered around looking for it, found it, banged on the door to get noticed so they'd unlock, and finally got in. 45 minutes into the meeting. But, I made it and the people there were really friendly and welcoming and before I knew it was downstairs crying to a total stranger after the meeting with a cup of coffee.
This has been one of the harder days of my life.