Welcome to our family. Isn't it shocking to find out you're not alone?
I am so sorry that yet another family has been affected by drug use.
Your husband is truly crying out for help but, unfortunately, he is not ready to get it. He knows he must get himself into a rehab as he is out of control.
That said, there isn't much you can do except take care of yourself, your children, and your possessions. Unfortunately, addicts only care about where they will get the next fix. Love ones, possessions, jobs, are the last thing on their minds.
You did the right thing handing him back his pills 'cause being the "jailer" never works!
I'm going to pray he gets himself the help he needs post haste!
The main thing is you need to get help for yourself such as a meeting.
Prayers heading your way
Devastated