Originally Posted by
Aysha 
I am 99.999999% sure I wont go and 100% that I dont want to. But theres still that .000001% that is still not defiante and thats all it takes sometimes to grow like wildfire.
I am not going to a meeting. Thought about it. Theres on down the road in 12 mins. But I am not and will not go.
I hope you'll send that tiny nano-spec of a chance straight to hell Trish, I hate to see you go down that dark road again.
What if going to that meeting would help to erase that defiance, would you consider going then? You know how much you're loved and supported here, that will never change. Sending some prayers, and hope that the urge goes away.