I know the reasons: becasue it has caused me legal problems (DWI), it has hindered my personal ambition and stagnated me in my horrible job, it has caused my grief and I believe it has caused me sexual problems at 29.
I know this is an alcoholics forum but I am overly concerned with my sexual well being so much right now. I have been sober for two and a half days after going on a three week binge drinking every day but not to oblivion....