It takes time sometimes to change one's life - and I think it's much harder when you're not at that point where it's an absolute imperative to quit.
We're funny creatures - we'll do something, even tho it's clearly bad for us, often until we can positively no longer 'get away with it'.
We can choose that point tho, and I wish I'd have done so.
Often it comes down to a question of support really I think.
Hows the AA/NA thing coming?
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