hello
Hello,
I am a very newcomer to the process of recovery and am having a very hard time. Been to a few meeting at AA and they are depressing and going to them is difficult and makes me want to drink.
I look forward to drinking and I need to fill the time where rinking would be and it is soo hard. I am starting by ging to the gym tonight. Alcohol has robbed me of a lot, my vigor, my sex drive/libido and I want to be healthy and happy but the idea of never drinking again is intimidating....
Mike