Hi iowaings
Glad you are posting with us.
I too have struggled with depression since as I was a child, in fact for as long as I can remember, I have experienced sadness and anxiety. I think this is very, very common in ACOAs.
There's a lot of helpful information in the stickies at the top of this, the Family and Friends and the mental health forums.
Take care of yourself and I hope you get the help you are after soon,
IWTHxxx