30daysTomorrowandMadandUpset
Tomorrow I get to pick up my 30 day chip.
I should be happy about that, right? I'm not, I'm mad and upset.
I've admitted that I have a problem (and have plenty of fact to support this) and I do not think I'll ever be able to drink again. Just wanted to make that clear.
...but what a mess I've made. I guess there will still be plenty of pain that will surface after years of making this mess.
It's hard to not be jealous of other people. It's hard to not feel sorry for myself. It's hard to see the "light at the end of the tunnel".
This is gonna be a tough, long uphill climb, isn't it?