there is an alanon meeting and an alateen meeting tonight at the same time. I'm thinking of going there even though the kids said they don't want to go. I think it will be good for them to talk about it to someone. I know these feelings shall pass but I am lonely, but i was lonely before so that shouldn't really matter
he would come home and go down the basement and stay till he passed out so it wasn't like i really had a partner anyways and he basically did nothing with the kids so why the sadness?