Acceptance
The good news is that I achieved a person best - three weeks without a drink. My previous record was just over two.
The bad news is that I decided to have another "test" to see if I really had a problem or not. Of course, I failed and I went on a little binge last night.
The good news is that I think I've finally convinced myself that I really have a problem and I need to stop. After a year (probably more) of "tests", its pretty clear to me now that I will fail every time and that I can't drink anymore. It's a difficult concept to accept, but I think I'm there.
Weston is officially a non-drinker...starting now.
But first, I have to back-track my steps last night and find out where I left my credit card. (I can't wait to put this life behind me.)
Thanks for reading.