Thanks for your kind words...Id like to think he will see the light soon...he's only been to about 20 detoxes in his lifetime....he knows the deal.
No sooner that I typed the original posting, I go out to start my car to go to an AA meeting, and the car isnt there....turns out, he got a pain shot at the hospital and left the car there...he walked home two miles....So, of course, he's passed out on the chair, not having a care in the world and I'm stuck. I had to call his sister and she took me up to get the car...but I'm so resentful..every word that comes out of his mouth is a lie.
I just need to take care of myself..if that's all I can do, then Im on the right track. I dont even want to come home anymore. I'm becoming like my dad who watched his wife waste away in a lazyboy chair, making love to a bottle. I'm going through the same exact thing. Ugghh..so sad, and I'm sad, and angry at someone who has a terrible disease.
Thanks for listening..off to work.
