Hi Salcam
I always say its not how much we drink, but what it does to us when we do.
I agree with others here - sounds like you're pretty miserable in a lot of ways.
As for getting back to normality - if you mean going back to drinking 'normally'...I have 20 years of failed experience there. I couldn't do it.
The only way for me to move on and not be miserable anymore was to not drink at all.
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Last edited by Dee74; 10-16-2009 at 02:23 PM.
Reason: clarity