hey Robbie-
i can tell you about me and maybe that will help some. had a rehab for 10days in may, it was a great experience, to me. i felt better than probably ever in my life (drinking for over 20yrs). i have been drinking for a month now (slipped- dont know why....) and found myself back into that sick rut. today is my 'day 1' and from experience i will be not in the best of moods for two days. I wish you the best, life really is better without sneaky alcoholism. Exponentially better.
Best
Dub