I'm 41, and a recovering opiate/cocaine addict, one year clean. I would give anything if I knew at 26, what I know now....my life would have been a lot different had I been able to see my future.
You're 26!!! Get a grip on this now before any more time passes, cause, when you're high, time seems to pass more quickly. You don't want to wake up one morning and bam! you're 36, and still doing the same thing.
Take care,
Penny