hey buddy, fyi i'm 26 also and been doin the same job every day just like you for the past 6 years. At first I didn't like what i was doin... but learned to truly love it. I understand when you say you need scrutuce in your life... but you don't need a psychiatrist for that! trust me I've been to some... and they tell you things you already know. its BS BE YOU'RE own psychiatrist..you know what you want changed. Because you just posted about it. No one is going to help you but your self. I suggest reading "Awaken The Giant Within" By Anthony Robbins... i have many other books you can read that will speak to you directly. I only hope for the best for you... we are all on the same boat here. Good Luck Brother!