Learn2Live,
I have already re-read your post several times. I think this is exactly what I needed to hear right now. I really came here to find people who can relate and help motivate me. I have a lot of confusion right now about why I drink and how I can ensure I won't drink again after the baby is born. I need to work some things out.
I cannot tell you what your supportive words mean to me right now during this most shameful time of my life.
Thank you.