I feel so bad for you. Please try to forgive yourself. What is done is done. I am sure your baby is just fine. As long as it taught you a lesson to never let it happen again. I can tell this has greatly upset you but you need to let it go. You still have a long time to be pregnant and you don't want to put all that guilt and stress on your body right now. Just chalk it up to another experience that you learned from and go on. I repeat that your baby will be just fine.