Verity29
You just might be what they call a 'Dry Drunk'. There is SOOO much more to life. The path of AA showed me they way.
To be honest I didn't grow up wanting to be in AA, I mean who in their right mind wants to be in AA.
The thing is we have a disease, and we must do what we need to do to keep it from killing us one way or another.
It took me about a year before I was really able to attend parties etc. I always made sure my cup was filled with coke and kept it in my hand. Now it is Mt.Dew... LOL
A beautiful life is there IF you take the action.
I know I feel it everyday.