It almost sounds as though you might feel you are the only one who has the power to heal him.[/QUOTE]
Only him, God and possibly professionals can heal him, not me. All I can do is drive him to hospital, feed him, do his laundry, put roof over his head, clean up his room etc That's more than any hospital will do at the moment.
I can help advocate for home health care etc. call every social service in town for help, call the nurse's line etc and that is all. No I do not have curative powers, why everyone thinks I'm such an egotist I don't know. I"M NOT, But if he's not willing to follow through on his health care, I can't. Two times this week at hospital and he won't go in. I give up. The hard line is to call the police/psychiatric car 86, If I say the word ambulance he goes into a rage. This is not an easy decision, I'm sorry it just isn't. But at this point, there really is nothing more I can do