I think you should go back to AA meetings. It will get you back to where you started. I have also been sober just over 6 months. Right at my 6 month anniversary I almost drank. I'm still not sure exactly why, but I didn't drink. If your husband still drinks, he can't understand.
When I was drinking, I always said"one of these days I'll quit" like there was nothing to it.(I knew better in reality) but I was kidding myself. I think alcohol makes you do that,and your husband might not be thinking about just how hard this is.
I don't pretend to know how it is in Ireland, but by reputation, I can understand how it could be very difficult.
I just think you are going through a rough time, and need to hang in there. In a few days your urge to relapse will pass. But I would get back to AA.
Just my 2 cents.
Fred