Thanks for starting this thread Free. It's just where I am, and it's really comforting to know I'm not the only one. You're in the same situation I am, and by reading your posts, it's like looking on my situation from the outside, and it's an interesting perspective.
It's been almost 6 mths for me, and I still don't think I can understand it, and having trouble just letting that part of my past, and it is past (no going back. It's dead in the water), go.
Thanks for helping me see it from the outside. I hope the clarity of it sinks in for the both of us so that we can move on and forget the pain these individuals have caused us.