Originally Posted by
Hilltopper1972 
I need some kind of a kickstart, a line drawn in the sand so to speak or I'll continue in limbo forever until it kills me.
The "line in the sand" for me was wanting sobriety more than anything else, because the alternative was death.
When my ego became so inflated and I wasn't humble and sincerely grateful for everything I had in my life, I was brought to my knees and the slate was wiped clean. Starting over and living life the right way was all the kickstart I needed.