Originally Posted by
Skeetermag 
After the dr i tried to call him but no answer. I am a bit worried,but i dont thinkk he would do anything that stupid. He is out of his pills right now til next mon. when the dr asked me what happened i lied ...i still do love him and want him to get help but am feeling helpless here and very worried. sorry for the sloppy ty0\ping, only have 9 fingers....
So here i am in a motel room all alone and feelng horrible.
He broke your finger and then flipped it on you with the suicide threat thing.
Rationaling and lying about your injuries is classic textbook abused woman stuff.
And now you are worried that he might act upon his threat.
Of course you want him to get help. Your helplessness is an expression of being powerless over his choices. Addiction is progressive. You can allow his addiction to take you along, or not. You can get off this ride any time you want to do so or you can wish, hope, fret and worry about what you cannot control.
Each of us choose to live with chaos and drama, or not.