i'm not tough and i'm not brave
but today i did ok i think,sad and hurting but proud and strong too
i am lucky to of had such a beautiful child in my life even though it was only for a short while
if i had drank today i feel i would of failed her if she is looking down on me i think she would of been pleased
it was a hospital blunder that caused her death it is hard to take but these things happen and you have to move on i guess
life is worth living now i have stopped drinking ,something i never thought i would say
