Hey New --
I understand what you're talking about. My days at work were pretty good. At one point I was helping to build a company from scratch. Then every night if was like the movie Groundhog Day. I guess groundhog night. Just the same, lame thing every night just like you described.
The million dollar question is, when you think about that and maybe just your life in general is -- are you an alcoholic? Are you not sure?