Parents raise their kids with whatever
knowledge they have to the best of
their ability.
My parents did that with me and my
siblings raising us with the best know-
ledge they had.
I did the same to my own kids and as
I look back, and i am grateful for the help
and guidance from the Man upstairs.
My 2 kids are gifts provided to me and
I for myself couldnt have succeeded with
out help from my recovery program, family
and faith in a Power greater than I to get
them to an awesome place in their lives
today.
As for my mom....she was abused as
a child and thus treated me the same
way. Child abuse sucks big time. It's
horrible. It's sad. It blows my mind how
any adult can physically, mentally,
verbally abuse any child no matter
what age they r.
I still find it hard to take my moms
inventory much less anyone elses
esp. if they r not here to defend
themselves.
All i know is even today as much
as I understand why my mom did
what she did to me, how much
I feared her, i still cant shake off
the anger i still feel inside for her
at times.
She will never change for as long
as i live or she is alive and that is
something i have to accept.
It is childesh behavior. But if one
is sick and sees no need to change
for the better then the childish
behavior remains.