I am very afraid for him and will have to remove myself tonight or tomorrow. I will not give him any more money until I leave. I do not want him to be in danger and this frightens me horribly. He figures he will have to have his leg amputated if he goes to the hospital. I realize I am a sick codependent but this situation has thrown me for a loop. I am happy when i am alone with my dog except for the guilt I feel at what I've done to destroy both of our lives.