Hi BlarneyStone,
Welcome welcome welcome. I am on day 12, not too far ahead of you. It took a couple of days to let the "one day at a time" concept sink in. Don't think ahead to when you're 60, don't think ahead too far wondering if you'll ever take a drink again. Maybe you will, maybe you won't. Just commit to not drinking today. It's simple (but not neccesarily easy.)
There are a surprising number of moms on this board, including me. Lots of us trying to escape our stress by sucking down a bottle or two. Lots of us looking for a better option. Stay plugged in here; we can all help each other out.
Penny