he doesn't behave that way when he's drinking, just when he's not.
And yes, i'm sure there's no coke or other drugs involved. Tons of coffee. Oh, that's right. I forgot. Amazing how quickly life without him erases the madness and I'm settling into a routine of my own- not his.
It's one of the things I don't understand about him and am grateful I don't have to live with. He'll drink a pot of coffee, wont eat and then acts like a jerk.