Thank you for posting. You have reminded me that I can never have enough reminders how deadly this disease is. It seems to be a pretty good indicator that if you are worried about your drinking, you probably should be. I also agree that there are many health care providers who witness this disease during their shift, and then go on to live it personally at night. This is a testiment to how "powerless" we really are. Thank you again and please stick around. Every one of us understands and you need never be alone.