Welcome Crisean! I recently joined also. My nightly consumption was about like yours - 1 to 1 1/2 bottles of wine on work nights, 2 (and maybe more) if I didn't have to work the next day. I've known for years I've had to quit but it's the physical payback for years of abusing my body that has finally scared me into accepting I need to give it up forever. My blood pressure has become extremely high, especially when I am NOT drinking....so something is not right there. It's called abusing my body!! I've come clean with my Dr. and husband and joined this site, so I'm making the necessary steps to let the alcohol go. Good luck as you begin this journey!