i promise you that it will get better is you just dont drink. i remember my first couple of weeks and months, and i am here to tell you that things WILL get better. you will learn to deal with life and the little things will not feel so overwhelming. it seems like its always the little things that get me, and if i dont deal with the ones that i can change, they build and snowball. it will get better and easier. hang in there and congrats on 2 weeks!:praying