Well I talked to her on the 18th. She was livid. Tried to quack at me a bit. "I don't love her enough" "She is ready to heal now" etc... I heard it all before. I told her I do love her, I just can live with her and the lies. She has broken that and it will never be repaired.
She said she never wants to see me again and you know what? That is fine. Telling her the marriage was over was like dropping 200 pounds. I feel free. I quit smoking. I have a new lease on life and I am ready for it.
Will it be hard on my own? Yes. I expect that. I just know from now on I won't have to worry about her and her drinking. I won't have to think about her affiar. I won't have to deal with her lies.
My life is my own and I plan to make the most of it for me and my two children.
Peace out everyone!