I tried to read, and listen to the world news while he cooked. I tried to smoke more cigs outside and remove myself from the craziness. I took the meds the doc gave me to help. By the time the kids were in bed all I could think about was how nice it would be to have one glass of wine. Told DH I didn't think I could just have one, but wanted to try. Ended up total of 2 1/2 really and good conversation with DH.
Should have been none for physical health reasons, but I'm very discouraged.