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I killed myself with a ton of drugs and alcohol too, for most of my life.
Getting and staying clean and sober has been the best thing I have ever done.
I highly recommend getting some Dr. assistance and a good plan for recovery. Abstinence has very little to do with recovering from drug addiction or alcohol dependence.
Thanks girl, I've got more going for me than I really know. But addiction is almost a family curse as all in my immediate family are heavy drinkers or drug users. You're right I've done it for a few months and had this energy burst I can't explain ie going to the gym, eating right etc. But I've always hung in the circles where its not "where can we find whatever" but "how much do I feel like doing cause its easier to get than groceries cause its brought to me or in the ******* house.