Kez

Hi pennylane, i know what you mean i feel the same all the time but i have said that a million trillion thillion (if theres such a word) times, and i can tell you for me it just doesnt work im on day 3 today and i feel ok,, but i know in reality i can never ever have a drink again because the whole cycle will jsut start again,, ive tried controlling it and it doesnt work.... but i still feel that fear of never ever drinking again.. but its something i have to accept so i can get through my life the way i want to get through my life and not the way alcohol wants to get me through my life....... but keep going 4 days you are doing well...