I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your thoughtful responses! It really means a lot to me to hear from all of you.
Today was total chaos around here...roommate hasn't eaten in days... only ingesting cigarettes, medication and coffee and became very ill. I'm going to make this long story short. For me, it was like a gift from God...she FINALLY agreed to go to the hospital and I GOT TO GO TO A MEETING! I could have used this opportunity to do to the wrong thing, but I did the right thing. If only for tonight, I have a reprieve.
Thanks again (((everyone)))